As much as I believe I should be worried for my exams - I don't feel like it's really happening. There will be two more days until my first exam. An unseen commentary on prose or a poem. What will it be; I don't really feel the anxiety. Perhaps it's the fact I absolutely don't need the marks from IB to get into uni. So who the eff cares!
So here I sit here, playing for "Ingrid is a Unicorn" - as much as I am enjoying the time playing volleyball it's not the same calibre. As much as there is the joy of playing volleyball again - it's just as disappointing when players don't have the same level of passion for it. So much for studying geography, as that epically failed and I knew that it would be a waste of time. It comes with the job as president.
Exams are truly around the corner but who is to say that one cannot slack off and screw the exams. It's just a made up number trying to assess how well you do in the school. If you've read before it's just an imaginary number out of 7, that everyone tries to pursue - also the fact that people don't realize that there is only a certain percentile that can achieve it. So why be such a nerd all the time and hide at home, isolating yourself from the world.
University is just right there a few months away. A new life, a whole new world, new friends - a new place to explore. What more is there to ask for? Carpe diem - to the majority of my life; only get one so might as well live it up while you still have time. It's like those people who say they'll go see the world after they finish this, or after they retire - simply just sucks all the life literally out of it.
Perhaps a more cynical way to see things today, no stress whatsoever; but I'm definitely looking forward to be away from here well technically just away from the people who freak out about funny numbers.
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