The Feelers

It's weird to feel at this moment to have so much time. I have more than enough time to do my work. As much as there is still a lot of stuff to do, and some classes like *ahem psych that I should a put a little more effort into.

It's an oddity. Perhaps the days of stressfulness are over? Or not... There are just somethings that I choose not to try so hard on? Scored meh on my first chem lab... Probably effed my Math but I don't really give a crap? I do but to a limited extent. There's also that feeling though, when you see some people who have scored higher than you even though you're like wtf-ing. That's me at this present moment. As much as IB has prepared me for university. The university style is way to laid back in comparison.

Taking labs for example. They give you the whole procedure, I have to "rephrase" everything into my lab manual, but I'm still allowed to bring the procedure in with me. For the evaluation and calculation mumbo jumbo my T.As already help me with that. There is no "Conclusion & Evaluation" section. Merely some superficial answering questions. With that said, I still managed to lose a lot of marks. Well not as many as some people... IB has caused me to read WAAAAAYYY into the question. 

Meh, life is life. I'm doing better at it. 

I just bought a poster that says, "Twenty Years from Now, You will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So through off the bowlines. Sail away from safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails." - Mark Twain Of course there is a very pretty picture as well of the afternoon sun in the middle of no where with a man on a paddle boat.